Most nights when I try talking,
Then most suddenly words depart from me,
But i try making some noise,
That no one might notice the silence
The more emotions I try showing
The motion emotionless I appear
But I have to form that smirk,
That you might take it for emotions,
You’ll never leave me or forsake me,
Yes, I know
Through the valleys of shadows of death you’ll walk, I believe,
But the circumstances is making it hard for me to believe

Daily I feel like I’m drowning in the sea of my sorrows
With load of trouble attached to my hands and legs
I feel like I’m a toy, a helpless one
In the hands of hyenas of this life
I try so hard to hear you
But the silence I hear is deafening
I strain my eyes in search for your light
But the darkness I see is blinding
I strive so hard for your touch
But the no-response from you is so itching

I feel every time I try calling
You pick from the wrong receiver
Check your mails, my requests are not-ending
It’s either you’re replying the wrong mail or I’m sending to the wrong,
I feel you’re trying to reach me,
Maybe I’m on the wrong frequency,
The more I try to reach you,
The more I seem to lose you,
When I try leaving it to you,
The more helpless I become,
I’ll keep trying to hold on to you,
But the lions at my tail seems to need me for supper
I need your help now more than ever,
Before my soul is completely broken
I don’t want to go astray before finding my way,
I don’t want to come down crumbling before starting to rebuild
I don’t want to fall before trying to rise
I don’t want to sink before learning to swim

I need to see your light in my hole,
I need your lifeguard I don’t want to sink,
I’m reaching out, I need your hand to save me,
I’m straining my eyes, I need to see your face,
Those I brag to now take me for a clown,
Those behind me has left me now behind,
I saw what you did with Daniel,
Gabriella told us of your workings in her,
This time it’s critical, don’t leave me hanging,
If not to you, I have no one to run to,
If you don’t help now, I doubt I’ll break through